I haven't been able to do a thing for my hair since my friend cut it the way I wanted almost a year ago. And it shows. All the black dye ran out, so my hair is a mixture of light brown, dark brown, and some weird red that...well, shouldn't be there since I'm not a red head. I need to get the back trimmed, the bangs cut, and the front fixed... plus I want to bleach the back. *UGH* But it'll cost a lot of money.

And I feel hideous with the way my hair looks. I already have bad skin that I'm trying to fix but just won't stop breaking out, but now my hair. I have no self esteem when I go outside, and now I just cover my hair with my hoodie or a beanie.

And no, I'm not fishing for compliments or wanting "OHHHH, BUT YOU'RE SOOOO PRETTY" So don't feel put off by this post or obligated to shower me with praises. I just... wanted to bitch a little bit. '-'