I haven't been able to do a thing for my hair since my friend cut it the way I wanted almost a year ago. And it shows. All the black dye ran out, so my hair is a mixture of light brown, dark brown, and some weird red that...well, shouldn't be there since I'm not a red head. I need to get the back trimmed, the bangs cut, and the front fixed... plus I want to bleach the back. *UGH* But it'll cost a lot of money.

And I feel hideous with the way my hair looks. I already have bad skin that I'm trying to fix but just won't stop breaking out, but now my hair. I have no self esteem when I go outside, and now I just cover my hair with my hoodie or a beanie.

And no, I'm not fishing for compliments or wanting "OHHHH, BUT YOU'RE SOOOO PRETTY" So don't feel put off by this post or obligated to shower me with praises. I just... wanted to bitch a little bit. '-'

I turn 21 in a month. To be quite honest, I'm not really looking forward to it. I'm not getting any presents, it will be a birthday party of two (me and my man) and, well, I feel like I'm getting older with not much to show for it. I've been in a slump since winter that I can't pick myself out of. Modeling has been impossible, with no camera and no photographers... not that I have anything good to model IN anyways.


Bah.

Where on Earth did this membership come from? 0.o

So I get a chance to come onto dA so very rarily that all of the pageviews, favorites, comments, and watchlist adds really... well added up.

So thank you to EVERYONE that's commented, faved my images, added me to their watch list, or even took a few seconds out of their day to look at my profile. It's extremely appreciated and upon the delivery of this mystical and elusive laptop I promise to be more active and will do everything I can to start updating on a regular basis again. Between moving, looking (*and finding*hoorah*) work and everything else... I haven't had much time for anything.


LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLL
Quinn

Originally I had my heart set on dressing up as Alessa from the Silent Hill movie for Halloween. The girl I wanted to comission to make it doesn't have the time to do it, though, and I can't think of anyone else who could do it in time.

So, I switched gears and being inspired by the fun times I had at Halloween Horror Nights this year, I decided on Bloody Mary as my back up costume. Any refrences for a kind of look costume, make up, hair wise would be really nice. I'm looking for lots of ideas to make a perfectly terrifying costume with which to scare the fucking shit out of little children on Halloween night. THANKS : D


LOOOOOOOVE,
Quinn

So, I just wanted to make a journal saying thanks for the favourites on my nudey-picture, and the several people who started watching me since it went up yesterday. I'd go through and individually thank everyone who faved it, or added me to their watch list but I get about ten minutes on the internet for those rare times I can get on at all.

So, thank you all!